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A small look into what my personal experiences in Mozambique are like. Written as a stream of consciousness, these are my thoughts, my successes and my failures. Life is all about the moments that we live in. I hope that the moment you take out of your life to read this blog is a positive one. The views and opinions in this blog are my own and do not reflect those of the U.S. Government or U.S. Peace Corps.

Thursday, August 6, 2015

leaving, on a jet plane. don't know when i'll be back again. . . .

Last full day in Mozambique, as a PCV.
Those are some pretty intense words.

I fly out tomorrow morning with a fellow Moz 18er, landing in DC on Saturday morning. America. Wow.

 I’ve been avoiding writing a blog post about my exit from Mozambique and the closing of my peace corps service for a bit now. Perhaps its because I’ve been trying to wrap my mind around the fact that this life is about to be in the rearview mirror, and that it truly was a ‘once in a lifetime’ experience. I have had immense joy, sadness, frustration, anxiety, elation, and everything else in between (sometimes all in one day). I have grown as a person in ways that I would have never imagined. The experiences gained from this adventure are insurmountable to anything that I’ve had the opportunity to do before, and I only hope to build upon them.

Mozambique can be an incredibly trying and frustrating place. The travel sucks, it gets very hot, and work can bring immense headaches and emotional breakdowns (refer to past blog posts). But on the opposite side of the coin, the people here are so unbelievably kind and welcoming, the landscapes are spectacular, the food amazing, and the adventures fulfilling.

The three years spent here, were not time wasted. Including this third year with all of its frustrations, sadness, and anxiety. It helped me grow emotionally, physically and professionally. Adversity is always a challenge, it is how to handle it, and recover from it - -learning lessons as we go - - using hindsight to not let it happen again.

As I say my final goodbyes via phone calls, whatsapp messages, and long hugs here in the Peace Corps office, I’m reminded of so many good days spent in Quissico, with my friends and family (Mozambican and American) and the numerous adventures I was privy to in the north this past year. 

Sunshine, sand, surf, mountains and forests of Mozambique will be in my heart forever. Couve, matapa, and every other food in between will never be far from my thoughts. And the people, friendships, and family that were forged here will last forever.

Thank you Mozambique.
It has truly been a spectacular adventure.


Até a próxima









Tuesday, July 21, 2015

16

why, hello there.

The despedida (Despedida – going away party.) has come and gone. Many beers drank, and laughs shared. I watched a good friend get in a taxi and go to the airport. . . and have a friend staying with me this week before they too depart to the airport.

Photos have been taken down off the wall here, I’ve started putting things in a bag, and have marked things to sell to friends (like my stove, fridge etc). So, while it is all starting to get real, I also have nothing to do until August 3rd when I fly to Maputo. Packing, aside.

The thing that has been bothering me most about just sitting around here, biding my time until I COS, is everything I’m missing at home. Mom and Dad have officially bought a house in Texas, and move in sometime next week, from there my Dad stays in TX and Mom won’t be back to Pittsburgh until after I’m back in town. Brother is moving to Ohio for his big-kid job, and the grandparents are moving down to Florida. Talk about a mass exodus from Pittsburgh upon my arrival!

So, all of that is going on, while I sit here on my ass . . . wishing I could be there to hug my Dad, and spend time with my brother, mom and grandparents. Sigh.

Umm…. Not sure really what else to say.

Let me know if you want anything from Mozambique.
Birthday in 7 days.
Landing in DC on August 8th.
Pittsburgh on August 10/11th.


xo

Friday, July 10, 2015

numbers.


6/25/2015 – Independence Day in Mozambique
40 – years of Mozambican independence from Portugal
7/4/2015 – Independence Day in the USA
239 – years of independence for the USA

12 – unused capulanas I plan on bringing home
86 – books read during my stint in Mozambique
1,117 – days I have been in Mozambique
27 – days remaining in country
17 – days until my birthday
26 – my age, at this upcoming birthday

2 – bags that I brought with me to Mozambique
5 – volunteers from my group who extended their contract for the third year
18 – my PC Moz group number

11 – provinces in Moz
11 – provinces I have visited
128 – districts in Mozambique
68 – districts I have visited
3 or 4 – hours it takes to travel to my closest PC neighbor
25 – hours overland to Maputo from Quelimane
3 – places I have lived in Mozambique – Namaacha, Quissico, Quelimane

1 - successful yoga retreat on Ilha de Mocambique
7 – participants in the retreat
16 – hours it took in total to travel back to my house from the retreat
1 - letter of acceptance I received from the Masters International Track at Pitt
2 – applications to Peace Corps submitted, the most recent, in June of 2015 for a second potential service

That's right kids. . .I applied for Peace Corps. Again. I was officially accepted to the Masters International Track at Pitt, allowing me to continue my study in the Behavioral and Community Health Sciences concentration, but also allowing me to incorporate a second Peace Corps service into my education. Peace Corps seems to be the best way to really connect with a community, and know what it is like to live within a different culture. If I were to do a second service, my preference of country and program would be the Community Health program in Ecuador, giving me a chance to explore a new country, and immerse myself in an incredibly diverse and rich culture.

I’m still awaiting official word from Peace Corps regarding my acceptance and potential placement, but that's the most recent news from this end.


Wednesday, July 1, 2015

36.

Salutations all
Its July 1st. . . WHEN DID THAT HAPPEN?



You all are probably planning a nice cookout with friends and family, getting together your ‘murika clothing, and stocking up on beers to get through the hot afternoon. Over here in Moz, its chilly, our Independence day is past, and I’ve entered my last full month of my time here.

It’s all coming to a rapid close. I have the yoga retreat coming up this weekend, near Ilha de Mocambique, and then our going away party “despedida” here in Quelimane scheduled for the 17th. I have yet to start packing, in my classic style I’ll leave that to the last minute, and just toss everything into a bag and hope for the best.

There is not too much new to report here, I’ve been spending my days getting paperwork together for my close of service (COS) process - - writing my description of service, letters to my supervisor, an organizational summary report etc. And my afternoons have been spent doing yoga, binge watching tv shows, and cooking good food. . . indulging myself with all of the delicious fresh produce in the central market of Quelimane.

Yesterday I bought a papaya, cilantro, eggplant, green beans, tomatoes, green peppers, carrots and okra - - for less than $5. You really can’t complain about that. I made a delicious homemade salsa, and a fantastic stir-fry for dinner. Nom nom nom.

happy fridge 

Today is going to be spent organizing the final logistics for the yoga retreat – getting the sessions organized, confirming the reservation and meals, and packing up my bag. I leave on the 5am bus from Quelimane to Nampula, and haven’t decided if I’m going to crash with a friend, or if I want to indulge in a night on Ilha.

I’m not really sure where I am, mentally, with my departure closing in so fast. . . I’m trying to think back to May 2012 when I could not wait to get the hell out of the states, and start this adventure. I was sad to leave friends and family behind, but not sad enough to stay. Now, I’m really not sure how I feel about going back to the states. Yes I have graduate school waiting for me, I have housing, and friends and family waiting my arrival, which is wonderful . . but …
(I’m not really sure what is to follow the ‘but’ in that statement)

Anyway.
36 days.


"this is my last month in Moz???"


Thursday, June 18, 2015

the goodbye tour

There are so many ways to say goodbye, but there is nothing to prepare you for how you will feel after you actually leave.

Although it has been almost a year since I’ve left Quissico, my latest adventure/vacation to the south of Mozambique was the actual last time I will be there, and that, my friends. . is a harsh realization.
But I digress.

Southern Adventure Part I –

Remember that last post, where I mentioned why I was traveling in the south? Bushfire music festival! It was everything that I was hoping it would be and more. An excellent line up of bands some of my favorites included --

True Vibenation - 

Freshlyground - 

​and lastly this guy named Stelth Ulvang - 

there was running water in the campsite, a wonderful mix of international people at the festival (musical groups included) and Peace Corps volunteers from Moz, and various other Sub-Saharan Africa countries. Bushfife was one big international party in a beautiful location, great music, delicious food, and beautiful arts/crafts.
moz 18 reunited! 

I traveled into the Kingdom of Swaziland (that’s right kids, a kingdom) with some friends from Maputo, which allowed us some freedoms to explore, stop for a snack/water etc. Along the drive, we cut through a national park/wildlife reserve where we saw a giraffe cross the road right in front of us!! I kid you not. A giraffe.

proof of giraffe

We checked into the festival ground, and set up our tents, but as it was still pretty early in the day we decided to go for a hike at a nearby geographical landmark - Mt Sibebe. It’s a granite mountain in Swaziland located 10km from the capital city Mbabane. It is the second-largest monolith in the world and the largest exposed granite pluton, rising 350m above the valley of the Mbuluzi River. We hiked for a few hours, to the top, around and back down to the car. An excellent adventure that allowed me to see more of the beautiful countryside of Swaziland.

hiking! 

That night was the first night of the festival.. lots of great music, good food, and dancing. The only downside was how cold it got at night!! I am not accustomed to being able to see my breath, and had to layer up on clothing and sleeping bag/blankets when we finally turned in for the night. Fortunately Peace Corps volunteers are always down for a group snuggle, so the four people in the tent was a blessing in disguise.

The next day was spent all on the festival grounds, music, food, arts and crafts, a nap and dancing into the night. A truly wonderful day.

Sunday the group I traveled with left mid-day, after enjoying some morning music on the lawn of the main stage and some lunch. From the festival grounds we went to a hot spring called the Cuddle Puddle. I kid you not.

This Cuddle Puddle is a famous spot in the kingdom - - after the ceremony where the king chooses his new bride from numerous eligible women (after lots of traditional singing and dancing, of course) the women who were not chosen travel to this hot spring to participate in a ‘cleansing’ and provide solace for one another. In my mind I was expecting sort of a sacred spot, in the rocks with all sorts of flora and fauna around. However, due to modern times, the hot spring has been converted into a cement pool haha! It still is the natural hot spring water used, flowing from a few different fountains throughout the pool, but it is hardly what I had been picturing after reading about it. Either way – it was a great way to end the long weekend and I’m happy that I was able to see another landmark in Swaziland.
the ladies at the puddle of cuddles


yes, thats the real name

Crossing the border that night was a very time consuming process, many people were returning to Mozambique/Maputo city, and they only had one guard at the border working immigration . . . needless to say we spent lots of time waiting in line. Fortunately we kept ourselves entertained with the game ‘heads up’ on my friends iPhone. If you’ve never played that game. . . I suggest that you do.
new stamp! 


Southern Adventure Part II –

Giving myself a full day in Maputo to relax from the Swaziland adventure, I traveled to Quisisco on the following Tuesday. In pure Mozambique fashion, the bus that was to have left the terminal at 8am, didn’t depart until past 9, and then we were stopped by police . . numerous times. The first time was the worst – we actually had to return to the city to get permission from the Police Chief because the driver refused to pay a bribe to the officers on the road. Fortunately we were only about a half hour outside of the city, so it didn’t consume too much time. . .however it was just another reminder of how broken the transportation system is here in Moz.

I arrived in Quissico early afternoon, and promptly felt right at home. The entire time spent in Quissico I stayed with my old sitemates – Sean and Kevin. It was great to have the Q-crew back together.
lagoon time
friends

My days there were spent visiting my local friends, going to ACOMUZA for the weekly meeting, stopping by the hospital to see my old colleagues there, and trips to the lagoon. The boys were incredibly welcoming, and I ended up staying a little longer than anticipated. . but it was the perfect vacation. I got away from Quelimane, was in a place where I felt safe and welcome, I was with friends and family, and it gave me a chance to say some final goodbyes.
The visit to ACOMUZA really tugged at the heartstrings. I hadn’t told anyone that I was coming to visit, so when I waltzed in before the weekly meeting started - - I caused somewhat of an uproar. The amount of arms holding me, and kisses on my face were too many to count. Everyone was so happy that I still remembered how to speak Chopi, and invited me to stay for the meeting, and then lunch afterwards. I have no words to describe how welcomed, loved, etc that I felt. Lots and lots of emotions and feelings. I love the people of ACOMUZA, that will never change.

Visiting Tia Julia was also incredible. I spent a solid few hours at her shop during my visit. I was able to see most of the family, and was amazed at how quickly her grandchildren have grown. The love and support that Tia Jula and Sr. Osmand have shown me, and continue to via phone communication is a great part of why I have had such a wonderful experience in Mozambique. Finding people like that in any walk of life is what makes adventures so special. Needless to say, there were tears and heavy hearts when I said my final goodbyes. I plan to stay in touch, and hope to visit Mozambique/Quissico later in my life.

Southern Adventure Part III –

The vacation still isn’t over?? Nope! There was one more place I had to go and despedir (to say goodbye). Tofo beach.

One of the most incredible and beautiful beaches I’ve ever been to. The sleepy beach town along the shore adds to the beauty, and the sun and surf top it off. I spent a long weekend there with the boys, we posted up in one of the many backpackers there, renting out dormitory beds (bunk beds). Which is always nice, because you are offered the opportunity to mingle with various people, who often are from other places in the world. We met some cool people, spent long days on the beach, swimming, napping in the sun, playing catch with our football etc. I couldn’t have asked for better weather, or people to spend the last few days in the south with.

Tofo is one of those places that will always hold a special spot in my memory.
I hopped the 4am chapa from the beach to Maputo Monday morning, and met an interesting individual who works for Doctors Without Borders who needed some assistance getting around Maputo once we arrived. I was happy to help, and showed him a bit of real Maputo life – always fun to see an American’s face the first time they get on a packed inner-city chapa, and the comments they make while sitting in the marketplace having a beer and some lunch. I was happy to help where I could, and enjoyed our conversation.

Rather than taking the epic bus ride back to Quelimane, I splurged and purchased myself a plane ticket with some of the remaining money I had from the travel stipend Peace Corps grants us for purchase of our plane ticket to the USA. Writing this from the airplane - - I am so happy that I made the purchase. 26 hours alone on a bus, verses 2 hours on a plane. . I arrive the same day, during daylight hours, and it was only about 3,000 meticals difference (less than 100 USD). Blame it on the third year, blame it on wanting some comfort, etc but I’m damn happy that I chose this mode of transportation haha.

In closing – I am not thrilled to be returning to Quelimane. I have some housing issues that I still need to attend to, and work has essentially come to a screeching halt – leaving me to find ways to fill my days. I only have 45 days until I’m back in Maptuo, and 50 until I’m stateside. The time is coming to a close, so I’m going to try and enjoy my last moments in Mozambique the best I can.

Upcoming events include Mozambican Independence day, June 25 – the Yoga Retreat, July 3-5 – our Despedida (going away party) for the 20’ers and myself, July 18 – and then my birthday, July 28.

We are starting our descent, so I will leave you to enjoy the remainder of your day. Beijos.